Happily Ever After

I am sure that's what you were hoping for and looking forward to? Or at least wishing for? Right??

That’s the cherished dream, I get it.

Good Morning.

Now wake up and go wash your face.
Done?

Look around, yes go ahead. Does it look like you are in a fairy tale?

Exactly.

Welcome to the real world. Have a pleasant stay.

Does it look like you're in a fairy tale?

One Last Time

There is always the ‘next time’ after ‘one last time’. 

I give in and then hate myself for every ‘next time’ that happens after my ‘one last time’.

I am going to have drink just ‘one last time’.

I'm going to let it go 'one last time'.

I am going to lie just ‘one last time’.

I am going to meet him just ‘one last time’.

I am going to talk to him ‘one last time’.

I am going to be nice to him, just ‘one last time’.

I want to hear his voice so bad, ‘one last time’.

One last time…

And then invariably there is the ‘next time’ when I give in telling myself again that I am going to do it just ‘one last time’.

How weak does one have to be to have a next time after every ‘one last time’. 

May be I do it because I am weak and because it’s easy. I know it’s not the best thing to do, but I promise I will do it just ‘one last time.’

P.S: In Oscar Wilde's words, "I can resist anything but temptations".